jaloise

It's a sleepless nights I should have taken a shower earlier but I was pre-occupied editing photos and emailing them :p
So what should I do now? what do you do when its past 1am and everybody is asleep?
well there's a couple thoughts running in my mind and this question:
Am I to be considered weak if I desperately miss a love one?
No I cant call this person, nor can I cry over it..well I could cry but no good will become of it
I never thought I'd bring this subject up on this blog but once I here this piece, I go back two years earlier when we had dreamt to play learn and play this piece together